He was big and shy. She was beautiful and perfect. Am I really....in love with her though? Edward asked himself. Would they ever get together? And then there was the fire...would Carlos keep them apart? And the dreams... more like nightmares... haunting Edward from the unanswered questions that ran on endlessly in his mind, breaking his heart again and again. Edward clinched his fists thinking about what might be happening to Jasmine. Was life just one huge illusion and ne of it real? Life would be hollow and meaningless without her. What kind of life is a half-life? How can I live....without you? Edward whispered.