Intensely Vulnerable, Honest & Real. Enjoy the fun, excitement, rejection, and chaotic experimentation that is this book! The book documents very detailed stories about pushing my comfort zone and learning to reclaim my sexuality with women via directness. I have failures, confusion, and gradual 'success' while learning about who I am. This book is a collection of old Diary/blog Posts from international Dating/sexuality Coach Chris Bale of 'Masculine Intent', before he had the ability to meet and attract women naturally. He is self taught, which took many years of sweat and tears. This is literally the beginning of his own personal journey. Chris was t always good with women. He actually spend the majority of his teenage years and early 20s suffering with crippling social anxiety, to the point he found it difficult to leave the house. His immune system was destroyed due to extreme stress, and he was deeply depressed. Through frustration and loneliness, he embarked on a long journey to regain control of his life, and his ability to meet and connect with women, people, and life. The diary posts in this book came from about 6 years ago, when I first heard about the dating community and I had severe anxiety. It's a book documenting cringeworthy failures in my pursuit of the 'mythical vagina'. When I read over them w, I feel embarrassed, as I do t kw who that person was. He was desperate, needing, and very confused But hey, it is how I arrived to where I am w. I am eternally grateful I chose to jump into the land of women head-first, without a parachute. You should too This book is scrambled and hectic in it's nature, but immensely valuable in content. It is real life. It is practical. It is a wake-up call, if you are ready. Enjoy the fun, excitement, rejection, and chaotic experimentation that is this book!