AS LONG AS YOU HAVE LIVED, THERE WAS NOW. AT THIS MOMENT, THERE IS NOW. AS LONG AS YOU LIVE, THERE WILL STILL BE NOW. WHAT WILL YOU DO WITH IT? WHAT ARE YOU DOING...NOW I was born is South Carolina in 1945. I am a True Aquarian. As child, I loved nature, roaming in the woods, and observing all aspects of life. I grew up around people who did t understand me; w that I look back on it. As an introvert, I attracted many people's attention, though I did t make friendship very easily due to a low self-esteem borne from an early abusive relationship with various family and community members because of my unusual character. Academia introduced me to life's illusions. Ordination into the ministry and the experience of that interchange gave me an understanding that the only thing permanent is change, and that it is impossible to think the impossible. Thus mind creates. Not condition. Nor position. My early childhood began the development of Many Titles. Growing up in a male dominated and feminine suppressed community; my observation caused me to decide that I would spend the rest of my life giving women the tender loving care I thought they deserved, with requirements met. This decision suppressed my masculinity to a great extent and gave rise to uncontrolled and misdirected femininity. While being heterosexual, a confused paradox dominated my life. As I continued to grow into young adulthood, becoming an avid bible reader; Solomon inspired me to withhold pleasure from myself. Life being as I experienced it, and the Bible, as I interpreted; I got it all wrong, but have finally put it right; as my masculine and feminine w manifest congruently. The path was hard. Nevertheless, truth prevails, and I have gained some mastery twithstanding. Also inpart, thanks to my past present personal pleasures. I bid you read...think...pray...and grow. Life awaits your seizing attention.