The most conviction of self condemnation comes from the mind by the accusation of the devil. This only want human beings to give up on God. He kws self condemnation is the most powerful chain to snatch one from his God. Hence, this constant voice of frustration and persuasion in the inside that God has thing do with one. The writer John K. Bavuri has this experience and is reaching out to heavenly questing never to accept the lies of the devil. After his calling had theological studies and earned his diploma and bachelor degree.