I can see that you are very upset. But you have to try and understand that you have stumbled into something that is strong and unyielding. It is t of this world. It does t fear God. Then I understood what was wrong; the priest was afraid. But how could a priest, a holy man of God be afraid? If the priest were reluctant, what were my chances? A very faint voice whispered, He isn't going to be able to help you. No one can.