I was t allowed to tell anyone, I was the first Ser Escort Guard' at Seneca Ordnance Depot, we delivered Atomic Missiles, up and down the East Coast and to Germany, so I embellished my Army' life to what I wanted to do. True incidents from basic training became a story with in a story. Just think 'how your luck will decide' your fate. All soldiers have thoughts dreams and nightmares. Shipped west' to Area 51 past RoswellNew Mexico into the desert of Arizona. Fear...becomes anger to fight homeland terrorist. And thoughts' dreams' and nightmares' take their way with memories.