Most of these poems and lyrics were written when I was disturbed and angry. I hated everyone, myself most of all. I have since learned to forgive myself and others through a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. I am still in contact with some of the people who have wronged me in life in the hopes that it brings them to repentance. Forgiving someone doesn't make them right, but it does set you free. You have a choice. You can be a victim or a victor. If you are so busy blaming your parents and your family for everything that is bad in your life, you never take responsibility for your own life. Stop living in the past and live in the present. Let the reader te that I am a Christian, but by means are these Christian poems. Some may find these poems offensive and even sacrilegious.