My name is Miavella and I met and loved an amazing man. I was born in Martinique and attended school in Paris, France. Upon the death of my parents at the age of twenty one, I met and married a charming Italian man who turned out to be a shocking experience. My prince charming was thing but a devil in disguise. I followed him into a faraway place. I was taking by his charms when I was at the lowest point of my life. But, soon after came the terror. Vulnerable and terrified I fled quickly and took refuged in a boarding school for nursing in Sicily, Italy. Four years later, in 1988, I was returning home to my island Martinique. A stop in Paris, France launched my encounter with a disguised man.This began my love affair with Michael Jackson. In the middle of his big tour we started seeing each other every w and then, before I knew it I was hooked. A very passionate and intense love affair was developed between us, two people from different world. Loving Michael behind closed doors.'' It is t just a title, it is a dress rehearsal emotionally and graphically detailing my life with Michael. But, some will see this as fairytale; others will see a true love story. It does t matter how you choose to view this period of our life together. You will hopefully gain an intriguing insight into his private life, and our shared secret.