When I was 38, my charmed life began to unravel. By 41, I had developed Generalized Anxiety Disorder. At 44, I was hospitalized for seven weeks following a catastrophic suicide attempt. This n-fiction book begins on the Saturday morning I received the call that ever after divided time for me: the news of my mother's accidental death. It describes the additional hardships - infertility, layoffs, a cross-country move, divorce - that led to the day I took a razor blade to my throat. It follows my journey from Atlanta to Athens, Georgia; central Oregon; and finally back to my roots in the Blue Ridge Mountains of North Carolina, as well as my emotional journey from happily married stay-at-home mom to divorced secretary and single parent. Most importantly, it chronicles my battle with an insidious mental illness, my experiences in two psychiatric wards, and how I fought my way back to health. During this six-year journey, I learned a great deal about the nature of mental disorders and the availability of effective treatment. I became certified as an In Our Own Voice presenter for the National Alliance on Mental Illness, so I can do my part to raise public understanding of why we must stop drawing a distinction between mental and physical health. The body functions as a whole. The U.S. Surgeon General estimates that one in five Americans suffers from a mental illness in any given year -- everyone kws someone. I kw the despair of hitting bottom, and I kw the absolute necessity of hope. This book is about both. View the trailer at: http: //www.youtube.com/watch?v=CeFDkkOEyk0
L.A. Nicholson was born in Georgia and raised in North Carolina, where she graduated from UNC-Chapel Hill with a degree in biology. She has written numerous articles for gardening and general interest magazines as well as horticultural journals. Her professional experience ranges from plant tissue culture to public relations. After recovering from a bout with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Nicholson wrote her story to reach out to other sufferers. She is also a public speaker and mental health advocate. Nicholson lives in North Carolina with her son and many pets. This is her first book.